I would have loved to make it down to my first Baltimore event but sadlley i was not released from the hospital to this day.  Its amazing how much cancer ruins my ability to have a good time. Every event i want to go to im either in chemo or my wife wont let me go cause she does not want me away from my doctors, cry a tear for waterbury.  Congrats to my teamate Mikey for his finish.  Nice job Josh you finish well when Im not there to crush your dreams

to give an update i am currently in the hospital getting a round of chemo.  The good news is my most recent tests showed no signs of cancer so things are looking as good as they could possibly be.  The best part is that barring any setbacks i should be able to attend the feb 7th blue bell. With all this time on my hands i have been brainstorming and new tech will crush your dreams, the player of the year will beback better than ever

id like to thank everyone that has given me so much support.  I finished my first round of chemo and have a test coming soon to see if im good.  So far my doctors think my prognosis is good so im looking at a couple months of s little chemo each month or a bone marrow transplant.  If im not in the hospital or recovering from a round of chemo expect me at the next blue bell

Was really upset to miss my first Blue Bell in a long time.  Really wanted to defend my player of the year honors but i didn't get released from the hospital till like the 10th.  Hopefully the next couple tournaments will not be scheduled while I'm getting chemo or recovering from it.   Well more than that I hope I'll be cancer free at the next tournament

Wow I didnt realize how tire and out of it i was in that match, that and my bald spot is really getting bad.  I think it mite be the only hairless spot on my entire body