I need YOUR help with Suicide.
After much playtesting of my rogue deck, my wife suggested that with all the damage I'm doing to myself, and my deck's lack of answers to resolved Negators, I should test my deck against Suicide so as to not embarass myself.
Is this a common practice?
Where should I get a suicide list TO TEST MY DECK AGAINST from? "I just always use whatever I ran over at the last tourney" or "I want to win the mega-hate matchup" are the types of answers I'm looking for.
Should I build the Sui that I'd take to a "general meta" tournament myself (like, if someone had a gun to my head or something), the crazy metagamed Sui that gives the deck I'm testing maximum headaches, or the Sui list out of some locked Newbie forum post

?
I can post card choices, if anyone cares to see what I'm thinking, but I won't spam the board with them.
What do you think? A moment's reply is greatly appreciated.
Edit:Tried to make the post more clear, even if less scholastic